Tuesday, August 4, 2009

August Bondage Club- I Push Back

I went to bondage club alone tonight. The theme was outdoor bondage, not a favorite of Sir's. So I went alone to see my friends.

When I got there, Jessica was there with her friend Rubberplumber. Jessica introduced me to him saying I was "Meredith's Wendy" and I corrected her and said no, I'm Sir's Wendy. She then told me that Merry was going to play with them tonight if I wanted to join in. I told her no. I couldn't fathom why she'd thought I'd want to do something like that.

We started outside, but the bugs got bad. I didn't tie anyone to any trees, I was talking to girly and a few others. Merry showed up and attached herself to me. I told her that i was going to go play with Belle for a while. She said (her exact words) "Great, let's go play with Belle". I told her that NO, she wasn't invited by Belle to play and that we were going to be hurting her...but she could watch if she wanted to. Typically, she stayed with Q and the rest of the group. BMT tied Belle to a chair and when he was done, he wrapped her head in plastic. He then put on a clothespin zipper and let me yank it off her. He did some breathplay with her while I was hitting her with a brush...she had a ball, but it didn't do a thing for me actually. Although teasing her with the zipper was kind of fun :)

We went inside for the second half. Merry tried to corral me for tickles, but I growled at her and she backed off. She also whined at me again about not spending time with her.

I stayed upstairs. T called me over to her and had a very concerned look on her face. I asked her what was up and she said "You need to tie Q". I asked her why I needed to do that and she said that he's in tears, almost crying because he wasn't getting tied up. I told her that I couldn't. She said that I _had_ to. I told her that under no circumstances could I tie him. Sir hadn't given me permission to tie anyone except a select few people, and then only pretty ties.

She then asked me to call Sir and beg for permission. I told her I wouldn't. She asked again and I told her no. Afterwards I sat with her and J and explained about why I wasn't going to tie Q and why I wasn't going to ask Sir for permission for something that we'd already discussed and that I knew he'd say no to anyway. I also told her that if she wanted to call him herself and take the beating that I was sure to get for asking for permission for something that I knew was not going to happen, then she was free to do so, but I still wasn't going to tie Q.


I looked at J and said "Sir is my boyfriend and I love him, he's not just my dom or play partner" . T piped up and said that I should think of him as my dom first. J said that no, I was right and told T to drop it. I then told her that if SHE wanted to tie Q, I could stand near her and give instruction, but that I was under no circumstances going near him with rope. It's funny how when things change not to someone's benefit, they have second thoughts.


It's so odd to me that people still don't get this. What do I have to do so that they'll stop? Do I have to wear a label that says that I only play with girls?

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