So, that’s what my first few weeks of 2009 were like for me. I lost a husband that I’m not too upset about losing. Saddened, but not upset. I had a best girlfriend almost disappear from my life. I’m upset about that one though. That’s the Minus Two.
But the plus one? Well, Sir and I are still moving along, moving forward, discovering and exploring together. Yet again...I’ve given up on physical manifestations of hope...I don’t need anymore opportunities...I’m quite content with finding that one that worked and letting it finally leave me on that upswing on the roller coaster ride.
I can live without the headaches.